On My Mind ...

"There's nothing in this world that someone somewhere doesn't sell ... if you don't believe in magic ....watch me move, and cast my spell. They say if you don't believe in miracles, it doesn't mean they dont come true .... if things are meant to happen, they will transpire, no matter what you think or do. And you might think me crazy ... and most of the world would agree, n thats the beauty of it ... cuz it leaves only the few that i ever want to see.... "

There are moments to face the truth, and there are moments to escape its reach, there are moments to explore and ponder, and those when ignorance is the need. There are moments when guilt becomes desirable, and moments when pain brings an exquisite relief, There are moments when loneliness transcends all reality, and those when affection starts to reek. There are moments to go out and touch the horizon, and those when it's best to hide and weep. There are moments when sunshine is pure and delightful, And then there are those, when thundering grey skies,  bring their own sense of peace. There are moments when silence fails to bring any solace, and those when tranquility is found,  in the midsts of raging shrieks. There are moments when bitterness seems more appropriate, and those when all remorse is lost, there are moments when experience is a bad teacher, and  when compassion leaves you distraught. There are moments of complete despair, that som...

For all those who have died, in flesh and in thought, here's a rememberance to you one and all, May it be peace you've found and may you forgive the forgetful alives, who're too busy to be rankled by the past .. On behalf of all those wanton wanderers too busy to look aft, I take this moment to deliver a prayer long overdue and past. Take solace old warriors for the dwelling you find yourselves in is a place there is an escape not. And soon with open arms it'll welcome those like me who chose to remember and those who simply forgot. Hold no grudge my dear departed friends, for you know only too well, in this place and in this world, a moment spent in thought of another, is too valuable to expend. So here i stand in folly praying for my kind, on behalf of all those too busy and all those who simply forgot.

To my sweetest, loveliest, caring and loving companion of all times: I love you. I always will love you so very much. You gave me the happiest moments of my life ... your joyful demeanor, your always loving welcomes and your every sweet action ... will forever be with me. The pain of losing you is immense, i just hope that wherever you are .. you're in a place without pain and that you do remember me. I wish you could come back to me, cuz i would do everything right this time.. but i know its not meant to be. So i'll just thank you for all the wonderful wonderful memories and all the millions of joyful moments, all your slobbering kisses and all your playful games .... You truly brought a new light in my life ... and i'll cherish every memory. Thanks pepper .. for everything ... please be happy .. We'll miss you ... PEPPER : November 2004 - february 4th 2005.

i've had a little bit of very very precious time on my hands in the last few minutes and i was just browsing a few blogs when it struck me that a lot of them were by people ranting about stuff ( i mean it in a good way) ... people taking up positions and opinions. Looking at life through much more realistic and questioning eyes than whats on display on the street. Just wondered if its a case of a heightened sense of being when it comes to blogging. Does a personality change occur in normal everyday people when they blog. People who in ther everyday lives dont complain, who lead quiet, fuss free lives and do not concern themselves with problems beyond their immediate desires. Do they turn into passionate, concerned individuals who cast a questioning eye on society and pose often-profound and deep questions into the everyday happening in this world? I guess my question is this : ( and the answer depends pretty much on your view of humanity i guess) "Are there concerned citizen...

The concept of the existence of a heaven and a hell is, as we all know, an almost universally acknowledged concept. One of the few common points among all the varied religions in this world. All religions seem to peddle the idea of eternal happiness in heaven for the ones with 'faith' and the followers of the 'good' path. Obviously the ones who choose to differ are threatened with eternal condemnation to the depths of a fiery and ghastly hell. Religion, or lets say formal religion, has been often thought of as the perfect tool for mass human control. A prison for the mind. That idea is not new. A lot of thinkers have followed those lines of thought and come to the same conclusions. The idea of heaven and hell, that promise the sweetest of rewards and threaten the most dire of consequences is not only a perfect idea, but infact a necessary tool to achieve that sort of control over men. Some people are influenced by greed and those few who don't succumb to the lure of...

i was driving on the expressway .. running some errand for dad when out of nowhere i found myself wanting to be in this particular place .. it's a place i've been to.. but it has no name .. it's the place i love more than any other on earth. And i had this uncontrollable urge to go there once again. It was one of those cravings that leave you feeling totally helpless. I couldnt think of anything else at that moment ... just that i wanted to be there more than anything. And i didnt want to fly there or something .. just get instantly transported there .. just GET THERE at that MOMENT. I last saw this place on a sunny summer morning about 11 years ago....and yet .. i can still smell the crisp clean air .. laden with wafting scents of pine, filling my lungs with that exquisite sharpness that only a cold breath of air can provide. The most satisfying feeling ever .. that freshness. Even after this long .. i can remember little details and yet its the overall picture that left m...