Dearest Pepper,


To my sweetest, loveliest, caring and loving companion of all times: I love you. I always will love you so very much. You gave me the happiest moments of my life ... your joyful demeanor, your always loving welcomes and your every sweet action ... will forever be with me. The pain of losing you is immense, i just hope that wherever you are .. you're in a place without pain and that you do remember me. I wish you could come back to me, cuz i would do everything right this time.. but i know its not meant to be.

So i'll just thank you for all the wonderful wonderful memories and all the millions of joyful moments, all your slobbering kisses and all your playful games ....
You truly brought a new light in my life ... and i'll cherish every memory.

Thanks pepper .. for everything ... please be happy .. We'll miss you ...

PEPPER :

November 2004 - february 4th 2005.

Comments

Manee said…
hi
im really touched to know about pepper...sakshi is gonna miss him more than anything...i have seen her really cry in pain for his loss...
but i tell you what...while just wondering where pepper is at the moment there was a beautiful panorama that came before my eyes..i described it to sakshi and she smiled to know it.Hope it would at least assuage your pain a little,if that is of any help.
i saw pepper in a beautiful place which has floors made of clouds and the domains of this place extend upto infinitude...
the whether is really cool and pleasant.there are flowers all around the place where pepper is sitting...he has a royal throne where he is really enjoying...keeping his claws on a silver footstool.
he has all the she-dogs around him...you know the beautiful she-angel-dogs...with wings made of delicate feathers...pure white in colour...their fur is as white as milk...one of these fairy-dog has curled her paw around our dear pepper's neck and popping the grapes one by one into his mouth(yea its cliched,yet beautiful!)
pepper is in heaven,karan.he is really happy with these fairy dogs...and of course he remembers you. when the right time will come we all will go and meet pepper,in heaven...where we all are meant to go one day.just that,pepper went there a little earlier.
what matters is that pepper is happy.and we should be happy for him...yea,the pain of separation is profound but we have to farewell him with a smile so that the journey in between for him is as painless as possible...wherever he is...may he be happy and free from pain.amen.
Nimita said…
Hi Karan,
I can totally relate to your loss. Years ago when I moved to Canada I had to leave my Dog behind in India. Smriti can tell you more about that. Although we left her with my cousin, she further gave her away to a friend. Since then I haven't heard about her, and my attempts to get in touch with that family have been futile. I miss her to this day so very much.
Your Pepper lived his destiny, it was meant to be. We all have to part this way some day. The important thing is that he brought so much love in your life which made you grow as a person. And I am sure he had some very good times with you.

Hope you feel better soon.
fanny said…
Sometimes,Karan...there are unspoken relations...which mean the world to us...n v ourselves dont know their importance...there are unsaid words,which if spoken when needed..can perform miracles in our lives...let 'em lose...I c you in this post...as if you have bound urself to words...as if there's much more that cud've gone here...yet ...yet u've put a stop to it...
funny things um saying,yeah...but thats wat i c...u know wat i mean ?

take care
furor said…
hi sakshi,

nice to have you back. I did get your mail and i'll reply to it. regarding this post, couple of reasons.. i wrote it the same day and wasn't very coherent.
It had been rankling me that when i can write till absolute kingdom-come on any topic, i didnt muster anything for my sweetest companion....

That thought has been on my mind ... but recently i figured that if i HAD managed to write something nice and special, THAT wouldve been crazy .... This, my not being able to write is more appropriate somehow.

Its not that i chose not to write ... words just didnt come and i'm all the more happy for it.
fanny said…
hiya there buddy...
a coupla things...

a) um not bak...hehe coz i was never gone (lolz)

b)i didnt mean to say that u shud have written something nicer...becoz words...betray their own worth...i've read this post over n over again ...many times...dunno y..n each time i felt as if there were chains around u...chains of expression,Karan...that made u write...EXACTLY as u write abt all the other things in the world..u c..THAT is my point ...

however...i was just commenting this time..merely that ...coz um incapable of understanding you...here..at this moment...in this post..um a stranger...coz i do not possess the vision to luk beneath this post...

if u get only half the stuff that um saying..dont b surprised coz all this is new to me...n i cant explain very properly rite now...
neway...
c ya around...
take care n v'l all c him some day...:-)
lavender said…
I WANTED TO MEET PEPER..... *crying* .........he cent go!!! datz just NOT fairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
Anonymous said…
You ARE a moron dickhead..couldnt even keep the pup alive...man, ppl like you shouldnt be allowed pets... went and killed him, didnt ya? and peppers in no beautiful place which has floors made of clouds and shit..he's plain dead..and youre to blame
Anonymous said…
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there
I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glint on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the autumn rain...
When you awake in the morning hush
I am the swift uplifting rush.
Of birds circling in flight
I am the stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there
I do not sleep...
A dash of ash said…
The only piece I ever found..as beautiful as him..

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